Saturday, January 21, 2006

Is the Fad Over?



If I remember correctly, I posted every other day or so during the summer. I think I'm switching to every other month.

Finally, it's time for the waterskiing story.

I went waterskiing this summer. I had never done it before, but I plan on skimming the water again this summer when I visit the fairest lake in all the land.

Waterskiing is an interesting experience. I highly recommend it. But, I have one interesting observation:

My father, after years of refining the art of driving the boat and towing a skier, has devised a system to make sure both the boat driver and skier are prepared to move. The boat driver says, "Ready?" Then, the skier says, "Ready." Then my dad accelerates the throttle and, bada bing, bada boom, you're gone.
This plan is almost perfect. I discovered as a skier, that when I gave the ready cue, I was rarely, if ever, completely ready. That fleeting moment between hearing the boat's motor rear and being pulled out of the water can be described as nothing less than sheer terror.

Monday, December 19, 2005

Near Year's End


It's near the end of the year, and I've got a great deal of things to do. I feel like I keep saying that I have a lot to do. You know those people who talk about being busy all the time, and they're kind of turds about it, and you only half believe them? They leave a bad taste in your mouth. Yuck! I don't want to be like that.

I still owe you a story about waterskiing. I haven't forgotten.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Grad School Applications

I have been applying to grad schools and soliciting recommendations. It's a deceitful process because once I think I'm finished with something and hit print, I find that there's something else that I need to do, and then, I have to start all over again. Whew. Sorry for no real postings.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Overwhelmed

Out of the house for a week, back in one night, going to Downingtown tomorrow, PSU football on Saturday, GRE on Monday, Grandmother on Tuesday, Thanksgiving on Thursday, Northern Kentucky on Friday, back to State College on Monday. Somewhere in there, I'm applying to grad schools. Wow, if you listen carefully, you can hear a small section of my brain exploding.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Feel the Burn

No, I'm not sweating to the oldies with Richard Simmons. I feel this burning desire to write something. I feel like Lester Burnham at the end of his life, smiling at the beauty he's seen.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Hakuna Matata


This past Friday, in the elementary school where I'm working, I had the opportunity to watch "The Lion King" because a class had earned it for their good behavior. I understand that this animated classic is for children, but as the plot developed, I thought that this movie is more for adults. I do not want to be misunderstood; "The Lion King" is a movie for all ages. This, perhaps, is Disney at its best.

Alfred Adler once said that children are "excellent observers but terrible interpreters," meaning that because kids have a brain that hasn't fully developed physiologically and experientially, they see events in their lives and form conclusions about the world that are false. We have all done it. (I am assuming that the majority of my readers is adult). I can remember making conclusions about who I am when I was seven, playing peewee soccer. The team I was on that year, the Yellow Team, had a losing record. Saying that we had a losing record makes it seem admirable; we lost most every game, except the last two. I played as much as I knew how as a second grader, but never saw my team acheive any success. Then, I caught the chicken pox and missed the last two games. I think from this event, I concluded that I was the weak link on the soccer team. Now, I don't remember specifically saying "I am the weak link," but I do remember thinking that they won because I wasn't there. Perhaps this wasn't the story, however, it was just how I interpreted it. Chicken pox was rampant in my school. Perhaps the other teams were short players and they didn't play to their potential. Perhaps my team won by forfeit. I just don't know what worked to make my team win, but I do know that my conclusion about myself was based upon interpretations that may not be accurate.

In "The Lion King," Simba believes a lie that he killed his father based upon his interpretations of his father's, the king's, death. Compounding his belief is his lying uncle Scar who launches a sly, wicked attack on Simba's character. Simba grows to believe that if he were not around, his father would not have died and that he deserves to be cast out from his pride. Simba chooses a self-imposed exile instead of taking his rightful spot on the thrown of the Pridelands. .

Eventually, Rafiki the Mandrill finds the estranged Simba and confronts him on his past, calling him out of hiding. He shows the full-grown lion that even if he has made some mistakes, as big as killing his father, he must learn from them and not be afraid. Rafiki also points Simba to his true identity as the new king, which Simba must embrace and bring redemption to his kingdom. Simba decides to rejoin his pride.

As he returns, he finds Scar ruling as king and destroying the land. Simba decides to take action and relieve Scar of his kingly duty. Scar, threatened by a loss of power, reminds Simba of his responsibility in his father's death in front of the whole pride. Simba, who believes he is responsible, confronts his past with bravery in front of his kinsmen. Scar and Simba fight, and it looks like Scar might kill Simba. Just as he is about to throw Simba off a cliff, Scar tells him that he, Scar himself, killed Simba's father; it was never Simba's fault. Simba, revived by the truth, leaps out of peril and mercifully tells Scar to leave and never come back.

I loved how this movie delved into the theme of identity. I wonder if, in our interpretations of life, we need to be reminded of the truth of who we are, if we need to confront our past, and if we need to learn from our mistakes a little more.

Time to fold laundry.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

These Boots Are Made for Walking

With the rarity of my posts, it looks like I'm never going to acheive my childhood dream of being an American blogging icon.

About 10 days ago, I was bored, so I walked around the Penn State campus and took pictures at night, experimenting with the flash, shutter speed and something with an f. I took this snazzy shot of my feet with a fountain in the background. I call it "Walking in Water." Remember, it's an experiment.

I've had some shattering thoughts recently that I've wanted to share with you, but like most good thoughts, I forgot them.

The one thing that prompted tonight's post, however, is that I love my local public radio station, WPSU. Programs like Morning Edition, Weekend Edition, The World, This American Life, Studio 360 with Kurt Andersen, and Fresh Air satiate my desire to know the depth of the news and the human experience. For example, this morning there was a half-hour focused story on the recent Libby indictment. When it came on, I was folding my laundry, and I had to stop, lay on my bed, listen to the broadcast, and verbalize (to myself), "They ask such great questions!" And that's what I think I love the most! The journalists on public radio are brilliant question askers who listen, respond, ask, and move into conversation with their subjects. It's a work of art. I'd like to grow in their ability.

I also don't love my public radio station. Here's my problem with Public Radio for Central Pennsylvania, and all public radio, for that matter: Twice a year, they try to manipulate me into giving them money that I don't have. "If you really care about excellent journalism," "if you like the program you're listening to," "if you listen to this public radio station on a regular basis, you should become a member," all make me feel like crap because I can't and don't want to support them with my financial contribution. I do like excellent journalism; I almost always like their programs; and, I listen on a regular basis; but, they ask for so much. So, for this reason I feel like I'm stealing public radio.

It's a love-hate relationship.